Your Broken Nature

Excuse me, sir, would you like to contemplate my worth
While I bless you and your very date of birth?
I know we fight but you started it
So rewind, take your life and put your heart in it
Every part in it till your cup overflows with what I need
Instead of harder shit, leaving you comatose
You hold me close through the roughest seas
And then drown me, reply, you owe me dos
Understand my feelings are off the hook
And so is my phone until you stop and look
How your Vodka shook and 1964'd my last name
It's too late, you're never gonna make it to the fast lane
No reparations, it's a damn shame, but it's a man's game
Man I think it's time to make your plans change
Every day, just running from the life you lead
To catch your breath, you still gotta fight to breathe
I might just leave briefly, got no words for Jack Daniels
Guns with black handles, but man you'll see
I gotta live my life right the first time with fluency
And I write my worst rhymes when you influence me
It hurts me to say this, I'm virtually shameless
But versed when you're cursing my playlist
Why stand in the way of what could save your life?
Raise you right, break the lights, make you fight?
I guess I was never really one for criticism
But you had to take some to make one into a living
It's your decision to break, even if we never make up
I'll stand here screaming until you wake up

I'm not a waiter
But it's not in my nature to make yours a failure
And now we finally hit a gainer
You're scared and tortured, unfair but important
If I shatter in your arms will you pick up the pieces?
If it finds you first, will you still need it?

So let's get drunk on life instead of Absolut
Before your boomerang blues come back to you
I can't make rap a wrap that easy
There are otheres than you who truly need me
You freely tease me when I can see you sober
And then before I even knew it it's over
Even when you're not pissed, you're pissed
And people really do some crazy-ass shit for this, huh
I miss the days when we weren't doubtful
How we could speak right between the Bacardi mouthfuls
We need you for real, dude, you're hardly our tool
Even if we go party without you
The cycle's closed, and I'm Michael Jonesin'
For you to kill Bill and fight with the Romans
Right or wrong, at least I'd write this song right?
And when it's all over I'll go light my bong pipe
So all's well that ends in the valley below
Along with everyone else that came at me before
And I hate to sound rude or less polite
But this ends tonight
Cause breaking the cycle is making it right too
And they won't play until I say who I rival
But no one gets between me and you, trust that
I just want your love back